Monday, May 28, 2007
"planning my day"
E. B. White (1899 - 1985)
Sunday, May 27, 2007
it's not about me: a review of the purpose driven life
there are five main purposes, and the final purpose, as it turns out and as revealed by rick's father from his deathbed, is to "save one more for Jesus!"
up to that point i was attracted to the daily revelation of purpose: turn from worldly pursuits, serve your community, be inclusive (at least, of believers and their faults).
while warren does not overtly come out for or against homosexuality, he does use patriarchal language in refering to god only in the masculine, he opposes abortion, and he avows that he is a conservative christian. i infer that his personal stance on homosexuality falls in line with other conservatives.
however, none of these views is mainline to his purpose, nor me seeking my purpose, and i read on through the 40 days' deluge. but when i heard that death-bed cry of salvation, i realized that the real purpose of a christian is to espouse the unique moral superiority of being christian and save every nonbeliever from the sinking ship SS Humanity.
which has bothered me for decades. and it continued to bother me this past year as i returned to church. moral superiority is a sin with which i'm well-acquainted; it is a paintbrush with which i've painted myself many times in the past, and am sure to do so again. i might be doing it right now, as i wonder if warren's Salvation-Only-Thru-Christ is morally bankrupt in our multicultural and pluralistic world. there are many people, non-christians, who live devout, self-sacrificing lives. their evident faith and action are integrated. if they were christian, they'd be sainted, they'd be saved.
and do i paint myself again when i wonder if i'm morally superior to hypocritical Christians who deny full communion with their fellow christians on the grounds of their sexual orientation, or their gender?
in the beginning, the real purpose of warren's book is stated in the first paragraph. here it is in its entirety:
It's not about you.
it's not about me, it's about god. or at least my search for god. to a degree, i agree with warren that the purpose-driven life of a christian seeks five things: (1) worship god, (2) grow in fellowship with others in god, (3) serve god, (4) grow like christ, and (5) move in this world driven by worship and fellowship and service and growing. the last is my re-interpretation of warren's fifth, evangelical purpose: "to be on a mission with God in the world," because i don't like the context of 'mission,' which is loaded with that "solo Christos sola" (Spanish for 'Only Christ Saves") evangelism, that dying battle-cry, "Save another one for Jesus!"
over time, my moral superiority, whether as an atheist or as an ardent christian, has hurt a lot of people. in many ways i prefer the humbleness of my agnostic days, when it wasn't about me and god was ineffable and i was more open to the mystery of the universe and the love that is all around me.
perhaps that is my path as a christian, a path of humility, to worship, to serve, to commune, to grow, and to move.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
be an ontario peakbuster!
"The Ontario Clean Air Alliance is challenging communities across Ontario to reduce the need for dirty coal by reducing their use of electricity in peak periods. We will recognize the communities that do the most to use the least in October 2007, so make sure your community is an energy winner!
Canada, Africa, and the G8 summit in Heiligendamm, Germany
Regarding Canada's participation in this year's G8 summit in Heiligendamm, Germany, June 6-8. Africa's issues with development are on the table, and I believe Canada can play a significant role:
• Enabling sustainable economic growth in Africa by improving economic policies,
debt, and strengthening local markets and businesses;
• Promoting democracy by supporting African institutions that foster citizen participation;
• Establishing peace and security by strengthening the peace building and conflict-
abilities of African regional organizations;
• Fighting disease by strengthening national health systems, improving AIDS prevention
treatment, and designing programs to retain African doctors and nurses.
I call upon you and our government for Canada to work unilaterally and as a mediator between the other nations:
Canada must renew its promise to double aid to Africa by 2008-2009 by creating a timetable for increasing our official development assistance to 0.7% of gross national income.
The AIDS pandemic may be the greatest crisis of all. Seventy-five percent of the world’s 40 million people living with HIV/AIDS are in Sub-Saharan Africa. The 2005 Gleneagles G8 summit promised universal access to HIV treatment by 2010, but is falling short of this goal.
Canada can work towards the creation of a comprehensive plan to address the health crisis by increasing funding for prevention and treatment programs, strengthening infrastructure, retaining local health-care workers, and improving management and access to information. At the same time, Canada can guide the G8 to ensure that such broad approaches do not let donors influence national policy-making in ways that citizens cannot.
Furthermore, Canada can use its experience as a major food-producing and resource-rich nation to advise the G8 summit to find ways to strengthen regional markets in Africa that support local agriculture and food supplies. We must also advocate for stronger corporate responsibility guidelines for international mining companies, and trade laws that allow developing countries to stabilize their economies by regulating imports and exports and setting environmental standards.
There are also significant problems with the debt cancellation agreement signed at the 2005 Gleneagles G8 summit. Very few countries are eligible, and those that are must agree to a set of harsh conditions from the World Band and International Monetary Fund (IMF) that have already been shown to worsen poverty. Canada must live up to the spirit of Gleneagles and support full, unconditional debt cancellation for 62 of the world’s poorest countries so they can redirect their resources towards health, education, and economic development on their own terms.
Sincerely,
Peter Ladage
Midland, Ontario
with information from make poverty history
malalai joya needs your help!
Date: Wed, 23 May 2007 22:03:03 -0400 (EDT)
From: Peter Ladage
Subject: Concern for Malalai Joya
To: president@afghanistangov.org
Cc: aquddus@supremecourt.gov.af, hasib-n786@yahoo.com, moinews@gmail.com,
wahed.moi@gmail.com, info@moj.gov.af, hidayatr@moj.gov.af,
mj@malalaijoya.com
Dear Mr. President,
I am greatly troubled to learn of the expulsion of one of the members of your parliament, Malalai Joya, and that death threats are being uttered against her.
I am sure that your great country honours the will of the people who elected Ms. Joya to represent them. I understand that she has done much good for the poor and the children of Farah, and that she is much loved and respected.
As you know, Malalai Joya is greatly respected around the world, and her humanitarian efforts bring much respect to your great country.
I am sure that as President you will do everything in your power to protect this honoured citizen and restore this parliamentarian to her seat in your legislature.
Most sincerely and humbly,
Peter Ladage,
Canada
i also wrote to our government.
who is malalai joya?
from Human Rights Watch (http://hrw.org/english/docs/2007/05/23/afghan15995.htm):
The Afghan parliament should immediately reinstate Malalai Joya, a member suspended for criticizing colleagues, and revise parliamentary procedures that restrict freedom of speech, Human Rights Watch said today.
Birdsong & Coffee
but before you do, i urge you to see the SHARE Film Presentation of Birdsong & Coffee.
"Coffee drinkers will be astonished to learn that they hold in their hands the fate of farm families, farming communities, and entire ecosystems in coffee-growing regions like Costa Rica. In this film we hear from experts and students, from coffee lovers and bird lovers, and-most importantly-from coffee farmers themselves. We learn how their lives and ours are inextricably linked, economically and environmentally." http://www.olddogdocumentaries.com/vid_bsc.html
THEN come on out to cellarman's and enjoy the band. we'll be there till midnight, and we can stay till 2 a.m. talking about coffee and birds and the rest of life.
if you want to go to the film, please call ahead so that sue knows how many are coming.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
that's what men are good for
at home and in the forests and oceans
"now words i think are just a noisy dirty wind
makes the trouble we get in so why do we speak
now we made another war that's what men are good for
men with stupid insecurities not a lot more"
-- hawksley workman, merry christmas (i love you), almost a full moon
Saturday, April 28, 2007
who killed the electric car?
really, really good. i never thought i'd feel weepy about a car.
check out the website.
rent the dvd.
the source of pollution
11-16 Make sure you don't forget God, your God, by not keeping his commandments, his rules and regulations that I command you today. Make sure that when you eat and are satisfied, build pleasant houses and settle in, see your herds and flocks flourish and more and more money come in, watch your standard of living going up and up—make sure you don't become so full of yourself and your things that you forget God, your God,
the God who delivered you from Egyptian slavery;
the God who led you through that huge and fearsome wilderness, those desolate, arid badlands crawling with fiery snakes and scorpions;
the God who gave you water gushing from hard rock;
the God who gave you manna to eat in the wilderness, something your ancestors had never heard of, in order to give you a taste of the hard life, to test you so that you would be prepared to live well in the days ahead of you.17-18 If you start thinking to yourselves, "I did all this. And all by myself. I'm rich. It's all mine!"—well, think again. Remember that God, your God, gave you the strength to produce all this wealth so as to confirm the covenant that he promised to your ancestors—as it is today.
19-20 If you forget, forget God, your God, and start taking up with other gods, serving and worshiping them, I'm on record right now as giving you firm warning: that will be the end of you; I mean it—destruction. You'll go to your doom—the same as the nations God is destroying before you; doom because you wouldn't obey the Voice of God, your God.
Deuteronomy 8:11-20 (The Message)
chief seattle said 153 years ago:
A few more moons, a few more winters, and not one of the descendants of the mighty hosts that once moved over this broad land or lived in happy homes, protected by the Great Spirit, will remain to mourn over the graves of a people once more powerful and hopeful than yours. But why should I mourn at the untimely fate of my people? Tribe follows tribe, and nation follows nation, like the waves of the sea. It is the order of nature, and regret is useless. Your time of decay may be distant, but it will surely come, for even the White Man whose God walked and talked with him as friend to friend, cannot be exempt from the common destiny. We may be brothers after all. We will see.
... Every part of this soil is sacred in the estimation of my people. Every hillside, every valley, every plain and grove, has been hallowed by some sad or happy event in days long vanished. Even the rocks, which seem to be dumb and dead as the swelter in the sun along the silent shore, thrill with memories of stirring events connected with the lives of my people, and the very dust upon which you now stand responds more lovingly to their footsteps than yours, because it is rich with the blood of our ancestors, and our bare feet are conscious of the sympathetic touch. Our departed braves, fond mothers, glad, happy hearted maidens, and even the little children who lived here and rejoiced here for a brief season, will love these somber solitudes and at eventide they greet shadowy returning spirits. And when the last Red Man shall have perished, and the memory of my tribe shall have become a myth among the White Men, these shores will swarm with the invisible dead of my tribe, and when your children's children think themselves alone in the field, the store, the shop, upon the highway, or in the silence of the pathless woods, they will not be alone. In all the earth there is no place dedicated to solitude. At night when the streets of your cities and villages are silent and you think them deserted, they will throng with the returning hosts that once filled them and still love this beautiful land. The White Man will never be alone.
Let him be just and deal kindly with my people, for the dead are not powerless. Dead, did I say? There is no death, only a change of worlds.
in all things, praise god, remember her first, walk in her ways, then go out and combat global warming and all manner of social injustice.
jesus said:
6-8... "Isaiah was right about frauds like you, hit the bull's-eye in fact:
These people make a big show of saying the right thing,
but their heart isn't in it.They act like they are worshiping me,
but they don't mean it.They just use me as a cover
for teaching whatever suits their fancy,Ditching God's command
and taking up the latest fads."20-23He went on: "It's what comes out of a person that pollutes: obscenities, lusts, thefts, murders, adulteries, greed, depravity, deceptive dealings, carousing, mean looks, slander, arrogance, foolishness—all these are vomit from the heart. There is the source of your pollution."
Sunday, April 08, 2007
happy easter
Saturday, March 31, 2007
city of love - poem
one person at a time
love, the only building code
each person a unique architecture
all the styles
all the colours
all the songs and dances
in our city of love
city of love
in this city of love
the streets are always changing
forever rearranging
paved with love
street lamps shine so bright
light conquers night
in our city of love
city of love
in this city of love
the walls are living gardens
hedgerows of trust and bushes of respect
grown with care, watered and trimmed,
nurtured with love,
birds nest in their shelter
flowers bloom and fruits ripen
in our city of love
city of love
city of love
29 march 2007, paris
cairo, cairo - song
here i am watching the nile river flow
listen to the traffic of the city far below
think of the days we were in ancient cairo
when moses was just a tiny little babe
wrapped in cloth and in a reed basket laid
floating down the river, in the hand of god
found by pharoah's daughter, raised by a mother's love
cairo, cairo
feel in my bones the ancient joys and sorrow
from the lowly hebrew slave to the mighty pharoah
think of the days we were in ancient cairo
moses killed a man and had to run away
found a new life like the bedouin today
but the lord told moses to return to pharoah
'lead my chosen nation and let my people go'
cairo, cairo
we've seen your wonders, more than we could know
but if you wonder where we came from and how this is so
think of the days we were in ancient cairo
27 march 2007, ramses hilton, cairo
Friday, March 09, 2007
community of celebration
"In addition to our principal work of prayer, our local ministry includes:
The Aliquippa Community Enterprise (ACE) Women's Training Program
Participating in programs to support anti-drug, anti-crime, and domestic violence initiatives in Aliquippa and Western Pennsylvania
Supplying chaplaincies for the City Council, the local police and fire departments, and the FBI in Western Pennsylvania
Providing affordable, quality housing to low-income families"
read more on their ministry to the town of Aliquippa, "bereft after the fall of the steel industry, [...] viewed as a place of discouragement and fear"
"Most of the sayings of Jesus are so radical when set against the way life is lived in a modern industrial society that it seems impossible that anyone could fulfill them. Maybe this is why a lot of religious enthusiasm nowadays concentrates on the person of Jesus rather than his sayings, as if his ‘lordship’ could somehow be separated from what he said. At any rate, when we give ourselves to God and to one another, all of a sudden the sayings come within the realms of possibility."
mum was involved in more than the ministry of praise. she counseled others on bereavement and cancer. she was mightily involved in the church's breakfast program, providing meals to the hungry and homeless in downtown st. catharines.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
the squeeze of rhymes - poem
and i think of you
i struggle to make sure
every word is true
for life is like art
and often times
true reasoning's squished out
by the squeeze of rhymes
070228 midland
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
trip itinerary
Mar 15 - Canada / Tel Aviv
We depart Canada, bound for the Holy Land via Paris on AirFrance.
Mar 16 - Tel Aviv
On arrival at Ben Gurion Airport in Israel, we meet our guide and depart for our hotel. Dinner and overnight in Tel Aviv.
Mar 17-18 - Galilee
We start our tour at Jaffa , the ancient port city just next to Tel Aviv. Here, Peter raised Tabitha from the dead. We visit the place of Simon the Tanner, the clock tower, the artist's quarter and view the Harbour . We drive north to Caesarea Maritima (where Peter met the Roman centurion Cornelius). We visit the amphitheatre and aqueduct built by Herod. Continue North to the port city of Haifa for a visit. Then to Beit She'arim, the 200 AD unofficial Jewish capital, home of the mishna. On to Muhraka (on Mount Carmel, where Elijah challenged the false Gods of Ba'al). Off to Megiddo (the source of our word Armageddon) where we peel off the layers of civilization. We drive to the Galilee, descending to the shores of the lake and its spiritual history.
After a ride to Ginnosar on a boat designed to resemble fishing boats of the time of Jesus, we stop at Magdala (home of Mary Magdalene), Tabgha (miracle of the swine), and the Mount of Beatitudes (Sermon on the Mount). We visit Capernaum, where Jesus centred His Galilean ministry, and stayed in the home of Peter. Lunch is included at a seaside restaurant that features "St. Peter's Fish." We continue to Korazim, Bethsaida and Kursi (miracle of the swine). We drive through the Golan Heights around the Sea of Galilee. We drive to the Dan Nature Reserve to Banias (Caesarea Philippi) where Peter declared that Jesus is the Son of God. We see Mount Hermon, and stop at Nimrod Crusader Castle.
We drive to Mt. Tabor, traditional site of the transfiguration and where Deborah and Barak commanded the armies of Israel. We study the Jezreel Valley from this spectacular viewpoint. We drive to the home town of the Holy Family. We visit a grotto under a church that is thought to be the home of Joseph and Mary (Annunciation Basilica), we visit Mary's Well at the Orthodox Church, and we visit Precipice Point (Chapel of Fright). Then, on to Cana (place of the first miracle). We stop in Zippori (Sepphorus).
Mar 19-22 - Jerusalem
After breakfast, we start another fascinating day at Belvoir. We stop at the Jordan River (Yardenit - to tell the Baptism story and to baptize those pilgrims who wish to be baptized). We drive to Beit She'an (city of the Decapolis). We drive to the oasis of Jericho where we visit the excavation. We see the Wall of Temptation and visit Elisha's Spring. On to Wadi Qelt and the Monastery of St. George ending with a visit to Bethany. We look at the ancient walls that are the remnants of the Inn of the Good Samaritan. In Bethany, we tell the story of Simon the Leper and Lazarus. We catch our first glimpse of the Holy City as we check into our accommodation in Jerusalem for dinner and overnight .
You are introduced to the old walled city of Jerusalem from the Mount of Olives. On the Mount of Olives we visit the Chapel of the Ascension and the Church of the Pater Noster (commemorating the teaching of Jesus to his disciples). Walk down the Mount of Olives (after viewing the Old City) toward Gethsemane and the walled city of Jerusalem. On the way down visit the chapel of Dominus Flevit, the traditional spot where Jesus wept over Jerusalem. Continue to Gethsemane and the commemoration of the prayer of Jesus before he was arrested. We enter into the old city through the Lions' Gate. At each site there will be a reading of appropriate biblical passages. We spend time inside the walls of the Old City of Jerusalem. View the Temple Mount, the place where Abraham almost sacrificed Isaac and the Dome of the Rock, a Muslim mosque built on the site of the first and second Temples. Continue to the Western (Wailing) Wall. Continue along the Via Dolorosa (the Sorrowful Way or the Way of the Cross) stopping for a visit at Pilate's Judgment Hall, also called the Antonia Fortress and the Lithostrotos, where Pilate condemned Jesus to death. Continue along the Via Dolorosa to the church of the Holy Sepulchre to commemorate the death and resurrection of Jesus. We visit the Upper Room for the commemoration of the Last Supper and Pentecost.
Drive to Bethlehem to visit the Church of the Nativity to commemorate the birth of Jesus. Visit the Church of St. Catherine under which is the ancient monastery of Jerome and his companions, who lived there in the 4th century. After departing Bethlehem, view the Shepherd's Fields which commemorate an angel's announcement to the shepherds that a Saviour was born in the City of David. Drive to Ein Karem to see the birthplace of John the Baptist and the visitation site (Mary and Elizabeth). Visit the Israel Museum to see the Shrine of the Book which houses the original manuscripts of the Dead Sea Scrolls, and the Monastery of the Cross, where tradition holds that the wood for the Crucifix was hewn. We drive past the Knesset and other main sites of modern Jerusalem.
Today we descend through the Judean Wilderness to the shores of the Dead Sea, the lowest spot on the Earth. Visit Qumran, where the Essenes lived an austere lifestyle away from the city life of Jerusalem and where a Bedouin boy discovered the Dead Sea Scrolls in 1947. Travel along the water's edge to Masada and ascend via the cable car to King Herod's fortress/palace built in the midst of the desert and the last hold out of Jewish resistance to the Romans in 70-73 AD. Continue to Kibbutz Ein Gedi to sample the unique buoyancy of the highly therapeutic Dead Sea waters.
Mar 23-25 - Sinai / St. Catherine's
Cross the border into Egypt to see the Sinai Desert, the land of the Exodus, the parting of the Red Sea, and the land in which Moses received the Ten Commandments. Your excursion will be to the barren wilderness of the Sinai Peninsula and to St. Catherine's Monastery where God spoke to Moses through the burning bush. We will make our way by bus to the Orthodox Monastery Santa Katarina which is at the foot of Mount Sinai. As we traverse the desert we will reflect on the Exodus experience, the Victory Chant (Exodus 15) and certain texts that speak of the Israelite's time in the desert. That evening, you are free for your own interests, or we will discuss the Sinai Covenant.
In the early morning hours (around 3 a.m.), we will climb the mountain and arrive at the summit for sunrise, where we will celebrate the Eucharist (led by our spiritual leader).
Mar 26-27 - Cairo
This morning we visit the three great Pyramids of Giza, considered to be one of the seven wonders of the world. Visit the 5000 year old Sphinx and the Temple of the Valley. Proceed to visit the ruins of the ancient capital of Egypt, Memphis, where the monumental statue of Ramses II is located. At Sakkara you visit the Step Pyramid of Zoser, representing a staircase to heaven, the Tombs of Sakkara and the amazing City of the Dead.
Spend an exciting day of sightseeing in Old Cairo. Visit the famous Egyptian museum which houses the Tutankhamen exhibition. Stop at the Citadel, the Alabaster, Sultan Hassan Mosque and visit the noisy and colourful Khan El Khalili Bazaar.
Mar 28 - Paris
Mar 29 - Fly home
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
coming full circle
now, as lent begins and my mother struggles with cancer and i prepare for an unexpected trip to the holy land, my navigator points my way to grace and grit by ken wilber.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
"I wasn't always a Christian."
All the diamonds in this world
That mean anything to me
Are conjured up by wind and sunlight
Sparkling on the sea
I ran aground in a harbour town
Lost the taste for being free
Thank God He sent some gull-chased ship
To carry me to sea
Two thousand years and half a world away
Dying trees still grow greener when you pray
Silver scales flash bright and fade
In reeds along the shore-
Like a pearl in sea of liquid jade
His ship comes shining
Like a crystal swan in a sky of suns
His ship comes shining.
The flashes, of course, aren't constant, and don't last forever, being only temporal/temporary incentives to encourage and strengthen faith. The real growth goes on behind the scenes, glimpsed only rarely, without God consulting us about the work He is doing.
On the edge of a ceaselessly shifting universe our lives wink in and out of being. The Kingdom, though, is always coming, always flowing, for whoever of us will take a chance on being part of it."
-- Bruce Cockburn, from "For what time I am in this world": stories from Mariposa (1977), pp. 92-93.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
luke - song
i am the doctor, i'll heal your body
i am the doctor, i'll heal your body
i am the doctor, i'll heal your body
i am the doctor, i'll heal your body
who is the healer, who'll heal you whole?
who is the healer, who'll heal you whole?
i am the writer, i write the story
i am the writer, i write the story
i am the writer, i write the story
i am the writer, i write the story
who is the author, who knows us all?
who is the author, who knows us all?
(drop D)
Em D
Em D
Em D
Em D
Am G
Am G
Monday, February 12, 2007
a spiritual tension...
Thursday, February 08, 2007
alpha 2
weather: snow squalls kept several away
music: mike couldn't make it, so we banded together, found the music, and mary lee helped us figure it out. i played the 12string tonight.
food: more choice of salads! more veggie options, though i picked out the bacon from the caesar's.
small group: i'm in red group (as mary lee said, because red is evidently my colour). 7 of us tonight, including the 2 leaders; 4 of us go to knox. discussion was halting, as i'd expect on the first night.
note: to respect the privacy of the small group, i won't relate any details or hints of what was discussed or who is in the group.