another crack in the reality wall

by the time i get here, i forget the all-impotant whatever that i was going to blog about!

this time it had to do with another crack in the reality wall--a wall that contains me, but beyond which i can see.

i didn't blog yesterday cuz i moved next door. i'm in room 153.

if left alone long enough, i'll go places inside of me i shouldn't! 'don't go in there alone!' i was warned, but what are my choices?

actually, i've been doing really well this morning knowing where reality is on the compass. it's been these last few encounters which are really upsetting. but only cuz i let them. i can expect them, which means i can prepare for them, or i learn to laugh at them.

maybe there wasn't enough laughter in our house.