it's a tricky thing--as with everything it seems--knowing when to do something, and when to refrain. like deciding something for my future--i can remember that i used to do it all the time, often without thinking. now it takes concentrated effort. the alternative is not to do it at all.
similary, undoing or doing up my pants when i go to the bathroom. do i do the hardest part myself or do i ask for help? do i keep asking for help 'til i die? have i become that dependant? already? or is this vacillation part of the progress of the disease? will i come through? should i just relax, and it will happen anyway?
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