rough day

• the music group was not very good, but it was outside and sunny
• we're in isolation again, but it made me think
• did drw ever recover?
• what of it?if he did, will i find his answer, and will i like it?
• if he didn't, does that mean i won't?
• faith may be the only thing that saves me, tho' perhaps not in this world....
• are there any indications? signs? am i truly, permanently, deeply mad?